though he brought my lots of laughter - most the time i cried
never knowing how to leave... inside  i just died
the light in my had shrunk so small that in my soul was doubt
my heart had to build a wall so that my light would not go out
the love that i once felt had diminished into hate
a hate for anyone who thought that part of me should change
the happiness that filled my eyes was gone, i thought for good
but then you came and did what i thought no one ever could
you made me laugh until i cried but only tears of joy
still, i was weary of you - because you were a boy
the amazing strength in your heart was tearing down my wall
i felt my heart warming up as the flame inside grew tall
the hate that had replaced my love had cursed my heart and mind
then you softly told me how i used to be so kind
i had found my happiness, my eyes a brighter shade of blue
all because of the love that i found inside of you