i love to write when things go wrong - it helps distract my thoughts. pouring letters into words: t's with crosses, i's with dots. but i cant write without a reason, some type of determination. love, life, and even death give me inspirtation.

optimistic pessimist

i never know what to think when all of hell breaks loose
tying words and thoughts to make myself a mental noose
i feel as if im cursed and cannot change my fate
resting on my shoulders is a ton of useless weight
my mind is full of jumbled thoughts
my heart hangs its head in shame
at least i know i cannot lose
because there's nothing i have gained

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