leaving all the drama
and talk behind my back
underneath my smile
raging lighting cracks
a storm inside my soul
jumbled my emotions
all my tears pour to form
new uncharted oceans
every wave that tosses me
has different things to say
untrue and so painful
do i have to stay?
sometimes i dream of leaving
or running off to hide
never do i get far enough and am
swallowed by the tide